Frustration

I can't help but be angry tonight, and have a few drinks, when thinking about the possibility that I may never be able to have children. No animosity toward Casey, but I am angry with Charming, who tells me that someday I will share his name. "Not soon enough," I think.

He worries that his daughter will feel "left out" if we have children. He doesn't understand that I will feel left out if we don't. Any CSM out there who shares my pain? I would love to feel like I'm not alone in my feelings!